Sometime ago, our online circle broke up.  I was very saddened by this and as time has gone on the saddness has deepened.  I do realize that it was probably the best thing, but I miss the closness.  I miss having other women to talk with.  You see, my family is all guys and for the most part so is my work enviornment.  I miss the circle. 

I am happy that Khara and I continue to remain close, even if all the others fall by the wayside, even if we go weeks, or months without communicating, I know that Khara and I will always have a connection.

I miss the spiritual side of the circle as well.  Probably miss that the most.  For quite some time after the circle disbanned, I lost my zeal for my practice.  I tried, but there was no life to it.  It has slowly come back around though and I am happily finding my spiritually again.  It's a good thing.